The Problem with Playing Classical Music

September 27, 2009

Apologies for the lack of updates.  I’ve barely had any time to do much of anything now that school’s started.  Speaking of which I still need to start my homework, but instead I’m blogging.  Figures.

Anyway, I had a random thought as I was in the car in an hour (damn SAT classes).  I find it hard to improv and/or play anything on the piano that isn’t strictly written out for me.  I’m so used to playing everything that’s put in front of me as a sheet of music.  Take it away and ask me to play something from my mind, and I’m slightly lost.  Well it’s not like I sit there staring at the keys, but I can’t really play anything …really creative I suppose.  My right hand has gotten better at improv actually, but my left hand is still stuck on playing octaves and standard chords.  I can’t really get it to do anything else without knowing what to do.

It’s kind of a shame, to be honest.  If the only thing I can do is replicate what people have written, then what’s the good in that?  Anyone can copy things, but few can create something new.   I really wish I had more time to experiment with the piano more and mess around with chord progressions, but since I’m stuck with preparing classical pieces most of the time, I can’t really get innovative.  I do enjoy classical music, but there’s a part of me that wishes I could stop adhering to written music and just play what I feel like playing.